Mood: doing alright So I’ve noticed that every time I get involved with a guy then I tend to become hyper focused on it. Not necessarily on him but on the whole idea of meeting someone and developing a relationship. My life goes from normal to pure chaos. The world could be crashing and burning […]
Tag Archives: bipolar
7/17/2020 @ 2pm
Mood: doing alright y’all I’m doing alright. Almost been 5 weeks without a cigarette. I sure am putting on the pounds too. I feel better for the most part. Just a little irritable and depressed at times. Work is going okay. I was super busy last week and I didn’t get much done. I couldn’t […]
6/30/2020 @ 4:50am
Mood: I feel a little depressed this morning. I’m not sure what has changed but I did wake up feeling a little depressed. The feeling in my stomach and chest gives it away. It’s just one of those days I think. Or maybe because I took a stimulant yesterday. I know that was a bad […]
10/11/2019 @ 7:55pm
Mood: I am okay… not sad, mad, or happy. I feel a little some type of way but I’m not depressed anymore I don’t think. Today started off really bad. I was so depressed about *** that I didn’t even want to get out of bed. I dragged myself to work and didn’t get anything […]
10/10/2019 @ 5:50pm
Mood: Sad Today has been a bad day. All I could think about was ***. I’m not really sure why I get this way over guys. This is the very reason I have been single for most of my life. I get attached or obsessed or whatever you want to call it and I start […]
10/9/2019 @ 8:13pm
Mood: Pretty good- ALOT better than yesterday I had a doctor’s appointment today. Everything went really well. He actually told me that he sees no sign of bipolar. He says that everyone shows symptoms of bipolar every now and then. He said that he has been manic before and that he isn’t bipolar. He said […]
10/6/2019 @ 5pm
Mood: I think I might be happy or I might just be in a good mood. I didn’t get everything done this weekend like I hoped to. And I kind of feel lazy, fat, and ugly today too. But I know there is always tomorrow and that I have came so far in the past […]
9/27/2019 @ 2:12pm
Mood: Neutral I want to start by talking about yesterday. Wow yesterday was very interesting. As you might know, I was super depressed the day before yesterday. Yesterday I wasn’t really that depressed. The first part of the day went really well. I got to spend 2 hours of alone time with ***. We actually […]
9/18/2019 @ 8:45pm
Mood: …… Today was very different from yesterday. I am not going to say it was a good thing either. I avoided taking ambien last night but couldn’t go to sleep so at about midnight I took .5mg of Ativan. I went to sleep finally. Woke up feeling tired and a little loopy/anxious. I know […]
9/17/2019 @ 9:20pm
Mood: I don’t really know but I was in crazy girl bi*** mode all day I am posting this blog just so an outsider can see what goes on in my head sometimes. I seriously cannot help what my brain thinks. I can have a psychological debate with myself all day and my bad side […]
