Mood: I am okay… not sad, mad, or happy. I feel a little some type of way but I’m not depressed anymore I don’t think. Today started off really bad. I was so depressed about *** that I didn’t even want to get out of bed. I dragged myself to work and didn’t get anything […]
Tag Archives: bipolar
10/10/2019 @ 5:50pm
Mood: Sad Today has been a bad day. All I could think about was ***. I’m not really sure why I get this way over guys. This is the very reason I have been single for most of my life. I get attached or obsessed or whatever you want to call it and I start […]
10/9/2019 @ 8:13pm
Mood: Pretty good- ALOT better than yesterday I had a doctor’s appointment today. Everything went really well. He actually told me that he sees no sign of bipolar. He says that everyone shows symptoms of bipolar every now and then. He said that he has been manic before and that he isn’t bipolar. He said […]
10/6/2019 @ 5pm
Mood: I think I might be happy or I might just be in a good mood. I didn’t get everything done this weekend like I hoped to. And I kind of feel lazy, fat, and ugly today too. But I know there is always tomorrow and that I have came so far in the past […]
9/27/2019 @ 2:12pm
Mood: Neutral I want to start by talking about yesterday. Wow yesterday was very interesting. As you might know, I was super depressed the day before yesterday. Yesterday I wasn’t really that depressed. The first part of the day went really well. I got to spend 2 hours of alone time with ***. We actually […]
9/18/2019 @ 8:45pm
Mood: …… Today was very different from yesterday. I am not going to say it was a good thing either. I avoided taking ambien last night but couldn’t go to sleep so at about midnight I took .5mg of Ativan. I went to sleep finally. Woke up feeling tired and a little loopy/anxious. I know […]
9/17/2019 @ 9:20pm
Mood: I don’t really know but I was in crazy girl bi*** mode all day I am posting this blog just so an outsider can see what goes on in my head sometimes. I seriously cannot help what my brain thinks. I can have a psychological debate with myself all day and my bad side […]
9/13/2019 @ 7:00pm
Mood: Neutral So, if you read my blog yesterday then you probably know that I wasn’t doing too great. I really didn’t know what was wrong with me until today. PMS is extreme for me. Today I have felt so much better. I actually was able to go to sleep last night without taking any […]
9/12/2019 @ 7:50pm
The past few days have been a little rough. I’ve been nervous and just very irritable. I know they say you shouldn’t let your irritability affect anyone around you… but that’s a little hard. I have been mean as a snake for the past few days. I am always at my grandmother’s house because I […]
9/8/2019 @ 7:52pm
The weekend has come and gone… I went to visit my mom and brother this weekend. Me and mama didn’t get in one real argument, her and my brother got along as well. This is the first time in a long time that I’ve been able to go visit my mom and brother and not […]
