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Mood: depressed I woke up sick to my stomach depressed and anxious this morning. That guy from work will be back at work tomorrow. Can you imagine liking someone so much and then thinking that every time that person leaves the office that they are going to have sex with another woman? Can you imagine […]

Mood: Idk…. Not mad or depressed but I sure ain’t happy either. Maybe neutral or depressed and not feel it. I got absolutely nothing done at work today. I’m not sure if it was because I was ready for the weekend or because I was tired or maybe depressed. I didn’t wake up with that […]

Mood: another day in paradise… Today sucked like my new normal. I was tripping on two different occasions today. Actually 3 now that I think about it. Number 1 of course was about that stupid guy. He isn’t at work this week either. I keep imagining him with her. Kissing, touching, f***ing. You name it… […]

Mood: life is crazy! I’m doing OK though! My mood has been ALL OVER THE PLACE since I last posted. I’ve been angry, happy, so obsessed I couldn’t function, sad… You name it, I’ve been it.  The last time I went to the doctor he said “I see no signs of bipolar”… That was total […]

Mood: Neutral Day 15 without a 🚬 Today has been okay. I slept like 12 hours last night though. I know this is really bad but I average about 6hrs of sleep each night during the week so I like to think I was catching up on sleep. If that’s even really a thing… I […]

Mood: Neutral Day 14 without a cigarette. Considering they say nicotine is as addicting as heroin, I’m feeling pretty good about it. I’ve lost over 5 pounds since I started my diet. 8 pounds actually… It’s been about a month. So this week has been really long. I’m so glad it’s finally the weekend. I’ve […]

Mood: doing okay y’all. Not too bad today. Yesterday was a bad day. I was so busy at work and barely got anything done. I was so depressed it was hard to get anything done. I came home and took a nap and felt a lot better when I woke up. It was very surprising. […]

Mood: depressed and crazy Okay so today makes 6 days without a cigarette. I feel like I’m going insane. I’m not sure if I will be able to do this or not. I’ve been depressed all day. Tired. Irritable. Anxious with racing thoughts. It’s been horrible. One of the hardest days so far. I did […]

Mood: relieved I just talked to my old doctor on the phone. She let me know it’s okay to be a homebody and to be isolated. Some people are just this way. There is nothing wrong with me. She thinks that my ability to socialize depends on my confidence. I have a very low self […]

Mood: so very depressed It’s been 5 days since I’ve had a cigarette. I know nicotine withdrawals are making this depression worse. I’m still depressed about ***. It’s so hard seeing him everyday. It’s affecting my work. I’m so obsessed… I always tend to get this way over guys. This is why I avoid dating […]