Mood: neutral I didn’t meet any of my goals yesterday. I almost did until about 8pm, Today is going to be a long day because I have a 3 hr meeting at lunchtime! I told my co-worker we will need to grab a late breakfast to eat during lunch. Yesterday was an okay day. I […]
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7/18/2020 @ 10:36pm
Mood: doing alright So I’ve noticed that every time I get involved with a guy then I tend to become hyper focused on it. Not necessarily on him but on the whole idea of meeting someone and developing a relationship. My life goes from normal to pure chaos. The world could be crashing and burning […]
7/17/2020 @ 2pm
Mood: doing alright y’all I’m doing alright. Almost been 5 weeks without a cigarette. I sure am putting on the pounds too. I feel better for the most part. Just a little irritable and depressed at times. Work is going okay. I was super busy last week and I didn’t get much done. I couldn’t […]
7/11/2020 @ 11:45pm
Mood: feeling sad I know I’ve posted 3 different times today. Today has just been bad. I know these feelings are so intense because of my mental illness. And the physical/mental symptoms of nicotine withdrawals doesn’t help. I’ve been an emotional wreck all day. I tried really hard to look pleasant at the wedding but […]
7/11/2020 @ 5pm
Mood: feeling down The wedding went alright I guess. No one really knew what they were supposed to do but we seemed to pull it off alright. We really should have had a rehearsal. The bride looked gorgeous though. I still felt some type of way about last night all day. I know it’s just […]
7/11/2020 @ 1:40am
Mood: feeling down… The wedding is less than 12 hours away and I think I am as nervous as the bride. I don’t do people that well and there is going to be 100 of them. I hate the way I look in my dress (it’s super ugly) and I’m scared I’ll see someone I […]
7/5/2020 @ 11:11am
Mood: neutral I wish my mood would sometimes be happy instead of neutral or depressed. What’s missing in my life!? I guess I shouldn’t complain because I could wake up depressed everyday like a lot of people do. The bridal shower went pretty good. Not many people showed up, maybe 10, but it was still […]
6/1/2020 @ 5:35am
Mood: Doing alright….. I am really tired this morning. I don’t really have that feeling in my stomach this morning, which is great. My best friend’s bridal shower is on Saturday and I am decorating and hosting it. That’s is super scary since I am socially awkward and don’t do well talking in crowds. Her […]
6/30/2020 @ 4:50am
Mood: I feel a little depressed this morning. I’m not sure what has changed but I did wake up feeling a little depressed. The feeling in my stomach and chest gives it away. It’s just one of those days I think. Or maybe because I took a stimulant yesterday. I know that was a bad […]
6/25/2020 @ 3:50pm
Mood: Nuetral So… still no depression. I don’t think I’ve experienced any mania either. Unless I am manic now and don’t know it. It’s always hard for me to tell until after I say or do something that’s not ‘my normal’. A little anxiety at times but not too bad. My aunt passed away a […]
