For the past 2 nights I have slept maybe 4 hours. I am so manic right now. It really makes me reckless. This new medication has made my insomnia worse. I’ve been doing everything I am supposed to. Eating healthy, exercising, taking my medication correctly. Now I have to go to work and remember not […]
Author Archives: lostinmyhead07
8/4/2019 (9:50pm)
My goal isn’t to make people feel sorry for us, it’s meant to give you insight on what it’s like to walk in our shoes. So maybe the next time you meet a ‘crazy’ person you will be less judgemental. We are not crazy, our brain just doesn’t work like yours. You have no idea […]
Introduce Yourself
I have a B.S. in Mechanical Engineering and I have a severe case of bipolar 1 and have been fighting for 9 years now. I know that I will eventually win the battle… I am writing this blog in attempt to reach someone else like me and inspire them to never give up. I know […]
7/31/2019 (10am)
Today is a bad day. Right now I am thinking one of my co-workers is out to get me. Meaning letting me fail and doing things that purposely piss me off. She knows everything about me. I just opened up to her and told her way too much. That’s one thing I should know better […]
7/31/2019 (8:21am)
I went to the doctor yesterday and he upped my dose of lithium and added abilify to the mix. I have been taking lithium for almost three years. Minus the 5 months I stopped taking any medication and ended up going into a pychosis. I will never do that again. The symptoms I was experiencing […]
My First Blog Post
This was before I changed medication. I often look at everyone around me and wonder what it would be like to have their brain instead of mine. I am 30 years old with a Bachelor’s of Science degree in Engineering. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 when I was hospitalized for the first time in […]
