Mood: pretty good Today has been a good day. I got a lot done around my house. Went out to eat with my granny and little cousin. Went to Wal-Mart afterwards. Now I’m waiting for 5pm to get here so I can meet my dad at the gym. I have a cook out to go […]
Author Archives: lostinmyhead07
9/28/2019 @ 8:38pm
Mood: good My mood has definitely shifted. I’m in a good mood now.
9/28/19 @ 5:42pm
Mood: crappy… I’m still sick, tired, irritable, annoyed at life The dogs had me awake at 9am. I’ve just been in a bad mood all day. Annoyed. I ate a lot of junk yesterday and I didn’t get to sleep in my own bed last night. && I am still sick. That’s enough to put […]
9/27/2019 @ 2:12pm
Mood: Neutral I want to start by talking about yesterday. Wow yesterday was very interesting. As you might know, I was super depressed the day before yesterday. Yesterday I wasn’t really that depressed. The first part of the day went really well. I got to spend 2 hours of alone time with ***. We actually […]
9/25/2019 @ 8:02pm
Mood: I am okay… Not depressed today. I just feel tired. I wish I could say I was happy. I mainly don’t feel anything. It’s almost like I am emotionally numb. I went another day without going to the gym. I barely got 5 hrs of sleep last night so I was really tired after […]
9/24/2019 @ 6:18pm
Mood: depressed I just feel so bad about myself. I feel like I’m fat & ugly. That I’m lazy… That I will never find a man. That no one would want me like I am. And I’m so tired all the time now. A side effect of Abilify is feeling tired. I felt tired most […]
9/23/2019 @ 9:10pm
Mood: blahh. I don’t really know how to rate my mood unless it’s good, bad, or neutral. Can’t wait to be able to say it’s good/happy. Maybe one day…. Today was a good day mostly. Work went by fast, I got two new jobs to work on tomorrow. *** was flirting with me and giving […]
9/22/2019 @ 8:56pm
Mood: Neutral Racing thoughts are gone. I’m calmer, more patient, ready to go back to work. Today has been a good day. My dad did get loud with me a few times. Only bc he cares. He kind of screamed at me one time bc he misunderstood me. I didn’t let him get to me. […]
9/21/2019
Mood: Neutral My racing thoughts have improved since my last post. Everything seems to be getting better for me. I do feel tired but that’s a side affect of abilify. I’m not going to take ativan anymore and I am going to really try to avoid ambien if I can help it. I was able […]
9/19/2019 @ 7:52am
Mood: I’m not sure. I am anxious, feeling bad about myself, have racing thoughts, restless, impatient…. Obviously I am really sick and I’m not sure if I did it or if I am just naturally cycling. There is a possibility my medication needs to be upped. I talk to my doctor about it today and […]
