Mood: crappy… I’m still sick, tired, irritable, annoyed at life
The dogs had me awake at 9am. I’ve just been in a bad mood all day. Annoyed. I ate a lot of junk yesterday and I didn’t get to sleep in my own bed last night. && I am still sick. That’s enough to put someone in a crappy mood.
I’ve been sitting on my butt all day not doing a dang thing. Just a crappy day.
I always say oh I hope I find love. Blah blah blah. But when I think about it. Geez I would hate someone to love me like I am right now. I walk around looking like a bum when I’m not working. I’ve just been lazy here lately. I’m moody. Bitchy. I never smile… Why in the world would I want anyone to get to know me right now?
Even if I don’t have anything interesting to say… It’s important for me to document my feelings. I can see improvement since my abilify was upped.
Have a good night. ✌