9/28/19 @ 5:42pm

Mood: crappy… I’m still sick, tired, irritable, annoyed at life

The dogs had me awake at 9am. I’ve just been in a bad mood all day. Annoyed. I ate a lot of junk yesterday and I didn’t get to sleep in my own bed last night. && I am still sick. That’s enough to put someone in a crappy mood.

I’ve been sitting on my butt all day not doing a dang thing. Just a crappy day.

I always say oh I hope I find love. Blah blah blah. But when I think about it. Geez I would hate someone to love me like I am right now. I walk around looking like a bum when I’m not working. I’ve just been lazy here lately. I’m moody. Bitchy. I never smile… Why in the world would I want anyone to get to know me right now?

Even if I don’t have anything interesting to say… It’s important for me to document my feelings. I can see improvement since my abilify was upped.

Have a good night. ✌

Published by lostinmyhead07

I'm an Engineer who has a severe case of bipolar 1. I'm just trying to stay in control and win this battle with bi polar.

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