Mood: I am okay… Not depressed today. I just feel tired. I wish I could say I was happy. I mainly don’t feel anything. It’s almost like I am emotionally numb.
I went another day without going to the gym. I barely got 5 hrs of sleep last night so I was really tired after work. I just couldn’t sleep last night. I kept waking up dwelling about negative stuff. I did wake up with that depressed feeling in my stomach but I wake up with that feeling most days. It just normally goes away.
Work was okay. I didn’t get much accomplished because I felt so tired and unmotivated. I really hope this gets better.
I get to spend an hour alone with *** tomorrow. We are going to look at a job together. I know this makes things harder on me but I’m really looking forward to it.
I cooked hamburger steaks when I got home. Grilled onions & mushrooms with roasted broccoli. It was alright… Everything could have used more seasoning. Oh well… I’ll do better next time.
I’m watching big bang theory with my granny now. I just wanted to take a minute to write a quick post.
I’m going to read a little in my book before I go to bed.
Have a good night. 💤