Have you ever felt like so many people doubted you and were just waiting for you to fall?
I’ve had about 20 or more different jobs since I was 16. I always work a few months and then get mad and quit. When I was younger my grandmother would help pay my bills so there were times I was without a job for a long time. This isn’t something I am proud of but I’ve always had issues keeping a job longer than 8 months. Over the past 3 years I’ve had 6 different jobs. I always have another job before I quit but the viscous cycle continues. I finally found a good job and I can’t help but wonder if people are waiting for me to fail. I feel like so many people doubt my ability to hold down a job for an extended period of time. There are so many haters around me. What have I done to gain so much negative attention? I realize I’ve been an irresponsible adult and I am not proud of my past but I have finally grown up now. I can’t help my illness makes it hard for me to work with people sometimes. I’m thankful that the job I have now allows me to work independently. I love the people I work with. I did have issues with one person but that was all bc I came up with something in my head that wasn’t true. Luckily she is in her 50s and never held any cold feelings toward me. Although I have been reckless I am 100% confident that I will make this job last a long time. I actually like my job for once.